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My autism symptoms been fucking me up so badly. Woke up perfeclty happy, then had a triggered meltdown, am feeling really beat up and shitty and useless now. That 'alll I am is a burden' feeling.
5 mos ago
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My autism symptoms been fucking me up so badly. Woke up perfeclty happy, then had a triggered meltdown, am feeling really beat up and shitty and useless now. That 'alll I am is a burden' feeling.
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7 mos ago
Woop! Shipden Peak RP has started. Can't freaking wait for this to unfold.
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7 mos ago
The Witches of Shipden Peak RP is starting this week! I'm equally excited and nervous.
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Bio
π Welcome to this Hell Hole π
Also Known As ββββββββββββββββ
Ben, Benji
Age ββββββββββββββββ
I mostly enjoy writing in the Casual section of the guild. Character development and exploring character relationships motivate me. I like to really think myself into my character and their view on others and the world around them which is why I prefer to stick to one character per roleplay. I love world-building but I am also easily overwhelmed with very detailed concepts I haven't been met with before. So you could say I love a decent amount of world-building and prefer original builds. Once everyone has settled, expanding that world and its concept is a great way to create more depth and keep me as a player hooked as I love to discover new things!
My favorite genre is and has always been fantasy. I guess you could say I love escapism to a point where I like to flee the mundane world entirely. I also feel drawn to sci-fi roleplays but I have noticed that those usually intimidate me. I feel like I am not adept at writing about technology and all that sci-fi goodness so I mostly just pine over how awesome some OOCs look and never apply to them.
When it comes to fantasy I feel right at home. For my mind, it is much easier to grasp magical concepts and worlds than sci-fi ones. As a result of this, all the worlds I write up (be it here as a GM or elsewhere) tend to be fantastical in one way or another. I especially enjoy adventure RPs and witch RPs. I like to see new magical systems and am always eager to learn more about the worlds I RP in.
Additionally, all my characters are queer, always. Since I am queer myself and can't imagine playing straight ^^
Current Roleplays βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ
Although the days of witch hunts are long past us, life isn't roses. While the upcoming election is threatening witches with a potential anti-witch politician claiming the title of president, unrest is stirring in the corners of the world. A rise in threats has been detected - unnatural beings, magical beasts, and other supernatural phenomena pull media attention and feed directly into an anti-witch campaign.
A D&D One-Shot. A group of adventurers is hired to find the missing grandson of a wealthy couple visiting the town. He was taken by a mysterious knight who rode his horse into the deadly woods nearby, taking the young boy with him. But the knight is not a simple man, he is said to be a resurrected ghostly figure forever in search for a squire, kidnapping young boys who never return home.
Wandering Topside [1x1]
The Cult of the Dragon has come to Phlan, a lawless refuge on the Moonsea. Now, with no significant authority to stop the cult, other power groups in the Realms β the Harpers, Order of the Gauntlet, Lords' Alliance, and even the Zhentarim β must unite to stop the cult from fulfilling its dark purpose in the city. Meanwhile, Rhana, a drow rogue with a questionable past, and Salissa, a dhampir bard with flair, find themselves somehow involved in this as they tackle different missions aimed at stopping the cult.
Other Places of Interest βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ
This is just my character archive. I have recently reorganized it. I made a whole new thread for it, moved the CS I wanted to keep for memories sake over and am now less ashamed to have people stumble upon my creations.
Some helpful tips on running and organizing your roleplay and what to do when your story is concluded. This should help you when running a multi-arc roleplay. You will also find some tips on setting up an Interest Check and OOC here.
An elderly man answers. He is dressed finely, like a member of the aristocracy, but sports a nasty black eye and a gash across his cheek. In the background a woman, also richly dressed, sits on a chair by the fire, her face buried in her hands. βYes? What is it?β the elderly gentleman asks directly.
βShow our guest in, Elric,β the woman says weakly, drying her tears with a silk handkerchief. The older man waves you inside and offers you a chair before asking if any of you would like a cup of tea. On a low table next to the chair the weeping elderly lady sits in, you can see that her cup of tea had stopped steaming without having been touched.
"I must apologize", the woman starts talking. "I assume I awoke you."
"I'm Lord Brewmont, this is my wife, Lady Brewmont", the man, Lord Brewmont, introduces her. "We didn't mean to cause you any stress."
"We arrived here last night..." Lady Brewmont wiped a few new tears from her eyes as the memory that ailed her resurfaced once more. βElric is so busy these days, so we thought we would bring ourselves out to Orlbar for a little holiday. Our grandson, heβs so fond of the mountains. Loves all the stories. Our daughter died some years ago. He is all we have left of her.β Lady Brewmont begins sobbing once more.
@Mistress Dizzy I think in the noparse thing the two images are the problem. For some reason, the noparse doesnt close the [img] code after the images. Include that and it should work.
@Mistress Dizzy I outlined it as a preference. Posting once per week is in the rules. Not more than that is necessary. I understand how busy life is, I also have one of those.
@Mistress Dizzy I think your CS is still missing in the character section. Did you choose an image by now? If so, please move the CS over to the Char tab.
Edit: Btw, I encourage "speed posting" for this one shot. If you can post a short reply 3x a day, I will take that over a long reply once per week. It'll keep the one-shot moving quicker and hopefully leads to us finishing this within a reasonable timeframe.
@Benzaiten I hope it's okay, but I've swapped my druidic focus from a sprig of mistletoe to a yew wand (which I forgot was a thing). Nothing changes except it's a wand now and is 'worth' more.
That is fine! I just got home and shall read the first post once I can get to it.
@CollectorOfMyst I mean basically everything. Perhaps minus any tiny neccessities or flavour items such as trophies, soap, or clothes. But anything useful in the wilderness (mechanically) such as crowbar, rope, thieves tools, rations, etc.
[color=gray][table=bordered][row][/row][row][cell=active][center][h1][b][color=lightgray]π Welcome to this Hell Hole π[/color][/b][/h1][/center][/cell][/row][/table][table][row][/row][row][cell]
[b]Also Known As[/b]
[sup]ββββββββββββββββ[/sup][indent]Ben, Benji[/indent]
[b]Age[/b]
[sup]ββββββββββββββββ[/sup][indent]25 years[/indent]
[b]Birthday[/b]
[sup]ββββββββββββββββ[/sup][indent]24 Feb[/indent]
[b]Country[/b]
[sup]ββββββββββββββββ[/sup][indent]Germany[/indent]
[b]Languages[/b]
[sup]ββββββββββββββββ[/sup][indent]English, German[/indent]
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[color=2e2c2c][sup]βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ[/sup][/color]
[/center][indent][b]Roleplay Preferences[/b]
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[indent]I mostly enjoy writing in the Casual section of the guild. Character development and exploring character relationships motivate me. I like to really think myself into my character and their view on others and the world around them which is why I prefer to stick to one character per roleplay. I love world-building but I am also easily overwhelmed with very detailed concepts I haven't been met with before. So you could say I love a decent amount of world-building and prefer original builds. Once everyone has settled, expanding that world and its concept is a great way to create more depth and keep me as a player hooked as I love to discover new things!
My favorite genre is and has always been fantasy. I guess you could say I love escapism to a point where I like to flee the mundane world entirely. I also feel drawn to sci-fi roleplays but I have noticed that those usually intimidate me. I feel like I am not adept at writing about technology and all that sci-fi goodness so I mostly just pine over how awesome some OOCs look and never apply to them.
When it comes to fantasy I feel right at home. For my mind, it is much easier to grasp magical concepts and worlds than sci-fi ones. As a result of this, all the worlds I write up (be it here as a GM or elsewhere) tend to be fantastical in one way or another. I especially enjoy adventure RPs and witch RPs. I like to see new magical systems and am always eager to learn more about the worlds I RP in.
Additionally, [i]all my characters are queer, always.[/i] Since I am queer myself and can't imagine playing straight ^^
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[indent][b]Current Roleplays[/b]
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[indent][url=https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/188803-the-witches-of-shipden-peak]The Witches of Shipden Peak[/url] (GM) [/indent][indent][indent]Although the days of witch hunts are long past us, life isn't roses. While the upcoming election is threatening witches with a potential anti-witch politician claiming the title of president, unrest is stirring in the corners of the world. A rise in threats has been detected - unnatural beings, magical beasts, and other supernatural phenomena pull media attention and feed directly into an anti-witch campaign.[/indent][/indent]
[indent][url=https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/189270-the-death-knights-squire-d-d-5e-one-shot]The Death Knight's Squire[/url] (GM)
[indent]A D&D One-Shot. A group of adventurers is hired to find the missing grandson of a wealthy couple visiting the town. He was taken by a mysterious knight who rode his horse into the deadly woods nearby, taking the young boy with him. But the knight is not a simple man, he is said to be a resurrected ghostly figure forever in search for a squire, kidnapping young boys who never return home.
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[indent][color=cbac37]Wandering Topside [1x1][/color]
[indent]The Cult of the Dragon has come to Phlan, a lawless refuge on the Moonsea. Now, with no significant authority to stop the cult, other power groups in the Realms β the Harpers, Order of the Gauntlet, Lords' Alliance, and even the Zhentarim β must unite to stop the cult from fulfilling its dark purpose in the city. Meanwhile, Rhana, a drow rogue with a questionable past, and Salissa, a dhampir bard with flair, find themselves somehow involved in this as they tackle different missions aimed at stopping the cult.
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[indent][b]Other Places of Interest[/b]
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[indent][url=https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/188960-whispers-of-the-past/ooc#]Whispers of the Past[/url] [/indent][indent][indent]This is just my character archive. I have recently reorganized it. I made a whole new thread for it, moved the CS I wanted to keep for memories sake over and am now less ashamed to have people stumble upon my creations.[/indent][/indent]
[indent][url=https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/178622-how-to-run-a-multi-arc-role-play]How To Run A Multi-Arc RP[/url] (by BlueSky44 and Morose)
[indent]Some helpful tips on running and organizing your roleplay and what to do when your story is concluded. This should help you when running a multi-arc roleplay. You will also find some tips on setting up an Interest Check and OOC here.[/indent][/indent][/indent]
[indent][b]Quirks[/b]
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[indent]I always write my IC posts in gray due to finding the white color pretty straining on the eyes.[/indent]
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<div style="white-space:pre-wrap;"><font color="gray"><div class="table-responsive"><table class="bb-table table table-bordered"><thead class="bb-thead"><tr class="bb-tr"></tr></thead><tr class=" bb-tr"><td class=" bb-td active bb-active"><div class="bb-center"><div class="bb-h1"><span class="bb-b"><font color="lightgray">π Welcome to this Hell Hole π</font></span></div></div></td></tr></table></div><div class="table-responsive"><table class="bb-table table"><thead class="bb-thead"><tr class="bb-tr"></tr></thead><tr class=" bb-tr"><td class=" bb-td"><span class="bb-b">Also Known As</span><br><sup>ββββββββββββββββ</sup><div class="bb-indent">Ben, Benji</div><br><br><span class="bb-b">Age</span><br><sup>ββββββββββββββββ</sup><div class="bb-indent">25 years</div><br><br><span class="bb-b">Birthday</span><br><sup>ββββββββββββββββ</sup><div class="bb-indent">24 Feb</div><br><br><span class="bb-b">Country</span><br><sup>ββββββββββββββββ</sup><div class="bb-indent">Germany</div><br><br><span class="bb-b">Languages</span><br><sup>ββββββββββββββββ</sup><div class="bb-indent">English, German</div></td><td class=" bb-td"><blockquote class="bb-quote"><div class="bb-center"><img src="https://c.tenor.com/mUOZzsl19OoAAAAC/scylla-scylla-ramshorn.gif" /><br><font color="#2e2c2c"><sup>βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ</sup></font></div><div class="bb-indent"><span class="bb-b">Roleplay Preferences</span><br><sup>βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ</sup><br><div class="bb-indent">I mostly enjoy writing in the Casual section of the guild. Character development and exploring character relationships motivate me. I like to really think myself into my character and their view on others and the world around them which is why I prefer to stick to one character per roleplay. I love world-building but I am also easily overwhelmed with very detailed concepts I haven't been met with before. So you could say I love a decent amount of world-building and prefer original builds. Once everyone has settled, expanding that world and its concept is a great way to create more depth and keep me as a player hooked as I love to discover new things!<br><br>My favorite genre is and has always been fantasy. I guess you could say I love escapism to a point where I like to flee the mundane world entirely. I also feel drawn to sci-fi roleplays but I have noticed that those usually intimidate me. I feel like I am not adept at writing about technology and all that sci-fi goodness so I mostly just pine over how awesome some OOCs look and never apply to them.<br><br>When it comes to fantasy I feel right at home. For my mind, it is much easier to grasp magical concepts and worlds than sci-fi ones. As a result of this, all the worlds I write up (be it here as a GM or elsewhere) tend to be fantastical in one way or another. I especially enjoy adventure RPs and witch RPs. I like to see new magical systems and am always eager to learn more about the worlds I RP in.<br><br>Additionally, <span class="bb-i">all my characters are queer, always.</span> Since I am queer myself and can't imagine playing straight ^^</div></div><br><br><div class="bb-indent"><span class="bb-b">Current Roleplays</span><br><sup>βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ</sup><br><div class="bb-indent"><a href="https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/188803-the-witches-of-shipden-peak">The Witches of Shipden Peak</a> (GM)</div><div class="bb-indent"><div class="bb-indent">Although the days of witch hunts are long past us, life isn't roses. While the upcoming election is threatening witches with a potential anti-witch politician claiming the title of president, unrest is stirring in the corners of the world. A rise in threats has been detected - unnatural beings, magical beasts, and other supernatural phenomena pull media attention and feed directly into an anti-witch campaign.</div></div><br><div class="bb-indent"><a href="https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/189270-the-death-knights-squire-d-d-5e-one-shot">The Death Knight's Squire</a> (GM)<br><div class="bb-indent">A D&D One-Shot. A group of adventurers is hired to find the missing grandson of a wealthy couple visiting the town. He was taken by a mysterious knight who rode his horse into the deadly woods nearby, taking the young boy with him. But the knight is not a simple man, he is said to be a resurrected ghostly figure forever in search for a squire, kidnapping young boys who never return home.</div></div><br><div class="bb-indent"><font color="#cbac37">Wandering Topside [1x1]</font><br><div class="bb-indent">The Cult of the Dragon has come to Phlan, a lawless refuge on the Moonsea. Now, with no significant authority to stop the cult, other power groups in the Realms β the Harpers, Order of the Gauntlet, Lords' Alliance, and even the Zhentarim β must unite to stop the cult from fulfilling its dark purpose in the city. Meanwhile, Rhana, a drow rogue with a questionable past, and Salissa, a dhampir bard with flair, find themselves somehow involved in this as they tackle different missions aimed at stopping the cult.</div></div></div><br><br><div class="bb-indent"><span class="bb-b">Other Places of Interest</span><br><sup>βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ</sup><br><div class="bb-indent"><a href="https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/188960-whispers-of-the-past/ooc#">Whispers of the Past</a></div><div class="bb-indent"><div class="bb-indent">This is just my character archive. I have recently reorganized it. I made a whole new thread for it, moved the CS I wanted to keep for memories sake over and am now less ashamed to have people stumble upon my creations.</div></div><br><div class="bb-indent"><a href="https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/178622-how-to-run-a-multi-arc-role-play">How To Run A Multi-Arc RP</a> (by BlueSky44 and Morose)<br><div class="bb-indent">Some helpful tips on running and organizing your roleplay and what to do when your story is concluded. This should help you when running a multi-arc roleplay. You will also find some tips on setting up an Interest Check and OOC here.</div></div></div><br><br><div class="bb-indent"><span class="bb-b">Quirks</span><br><sup>βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ</sup><br><div class="bb-indent">I always write my IC posts in gray due to finding the white color pretty straining on the eyes.</div></div><font color="#2e2c2c">.................................................................................................................................................</font></blockquote></td></tr></table></div></font></div>