Recent Statuses

5 mos ago
Current My autism symptoms been fucking me up so badly. Woke up perfeclty happy, then had a triggered meltdown, am feeling really beat up and shitty and useless now. That 'alll I am is a burden' feeling.
7 mos ago
Woop! Shipden Peak RP has started. Can't freaking wait for this to unfold.
7 mos ago
The Witches of Shipden Peak RP is starting this week! I'm equally excited and nervous.


πŸ’€ Welcome to this Hell Hole πŸ’€
Also Known As
Ben, Benji

25 years

24 Feb


English, German

Roleplay Preferences
I mostly enjoy writing in the Casual section of the guild. Character development and exploring character relationships motivate me. I like to really think myself into my character and their view on others and the world around them which is why I prefer to stick to one character per roleplay. I love world-building but I am also easily overwhelmed with very detailed concepts I haven't been met with before. So you could say I love a decent amount of world-building and prefer original builds. Once everyone has settled, expanding that world and its concept is a great way to create more depth and keep me as a player hooked as I love to discover new things!

My favorite genre is and has always been fantasy. I guess you could say I love escapism to a point where I like to flee the mundane world entirely. I also feel drawn to sci-fi roleplays but I have noticed that those usually intimidate me. I feel like I am not adept at writing about technology and all that sci-fi goodness so I mostly just pine over how awesome some OOCs look and never apply to them.

When it comes to fantasy I feel right at home. For my mind, it is much easier to grasp magical concepts and worlds than sci-fi ones. As a result of this, all the worlds I write up (be it here as a GM or elsewhere) tend to be fantastical in one way or another. I especially enjoy adventure RPs and witch RPs. I like to see new magical systems and am always eager to learn more about the worlds I RP in.

Additionally, all my characters are queer, always. Since I am queer myself and can't imagine playing straight ^^

Current Roleplays
Although the days of witch hunts are long past us, life isn't roses. While the upcoming election is threatening witches with a potential anti-witch politician claiming the title of president, unrest is stirring in the corners of the world. A rise in threats has been detected - unnatural beings, magical beasts, and other supernatural phenomena pull media attention and feed directly into an anti-witch campaign.

The Death Knight's Squire (GM)
A D&D One-Shot. A group of adventurers is hired to find the missing grandson of a wealthy couple visiting the town. He was taken by a mysterious knight who rode his horse into the deadly woods nearby, taking the young boy with him. But the knight is not a simple man, he is said to be a resurrected ghostly figure forever in search for a squire, kidnapping young boys who never return home.

Wandering Topside [1x1]
The Cult of the Dragon has come to Phlan, a lawless refuge on the Moonsea. Now, with no significant authority to stop the cult, other power groups in the Realms – the Harpers, Order of the Gauntlet, Lords' Alliance, and even the Zhentarim – must unite to stop the cult from fulfilling its dark purpose in the city. Meanwhile, Rhana, a drow rogue with a questionable past, and Salissa, a dhampir bard with flair, find themselves somehow involved in this as they tackle different missions aimed at stopping the cult.

Other Places of Interest
This is just my character archive. I have recently reorganized it. I made a whole new thread for it, moved the CS I wanted to keep for memories sake over and am now less ashamed to have people stumble upon my creations.

How To Run A Multi-Arc RP (by BlueSky44 and Morose)
Some helpful tips on running and organizing your roleplay and what to do when your story is concluded. This should help you when running a multi-arc roleplay. You will also find some tips on setting up an Interest Check and OOC here.

I always write my IC posts in gray due to finding the white color pretty straining on the eyes.

Most Recent Posts


Month: Deepwinter
Races: Humans
Population: about 450 people

An elderly man answers. He is dressed finely, like a member of the aristocracy, but sports a nasty black eye and a gash across his cheek. In the background a woman, also richly dressed, sits on a chair by the fire, her face buried in her hands. β€œYes? What is it?” the elderly gentleman asks directly.

β€œShow our guest in, Elric,” the woman says weakly, drying her tears with a silk handkerchief. The older man waves you inside and offers you a chair before asking if any of you would like a cup of tea. On a low table next to the chair the weeping elderly lady sits in, you can see that her cup of tea had stopped steaming without having been touched.

"I must apologize", the woman starts talking. "I assume I awoke you."

"I'm Lord Brewmont, this is my wife, Lady Brewmont", the man, Lord Brewmont, introduces her. "We didn't mean to cause you any stress."

"We arrived here last night..." Lady Brewmont wiped a few new tears from her eyes as the memory that ailed her resurfaced once more. β€œElric is so busy these days, so we thought we would bring ourselves out to Orlbar for a little holiday. Our grandson, he’s so fond of the mountains. Loves all the stories. Our daughter died some years ago. He is all we have left of her.β€œ Lady Brewmont begins sobbing once more.


@Mistress Dizzy I think in the noparse thing the two images are the problem. For some reason, the noparse doesnt close the [img] code after the images. Include that and it should work.
@rocketrobie2 Ah damn :/ get well soon. Being sick sucks.

@Mistress Dizzy That's not good. You think it might just need an update or something and will work fine again? Certainly hope it's not dying :/
Still waiting for the others to post. 7 days is coming up.
@Mistress Dizzy I outlined it as a preference. Posting once per week is in the rules. Not more than that is necessary. I understand how busy life is, I also have one of those.
@CollectorOfMyst Could you perhaps create one with one of these avatar creators? Or with heroforge?
@Mistress Dizzy I think your CS is still missing in the character section. Did you choose an image by now? If so, please move the CS over to the Char tab.

Edit: Btw, I encourage "speed posting" for this one shot. If you can post a short reply 3x a day, I will take that over a long reply once per week. It'll keep the one-shot moving quicker and hopefully leads to us finishing this within a reasonable timeframe.
@Benzaiten I hope it's okay, but I've swapped my druidic focus from a sprig of mistletoe to a yew wand (which I forgot was a thing). Nothing changes except it's a wand now and is 'worth' more.

That is fine! I just got home and shall read the first post once I can get to it.

Had a terrible day. (Was meant to go to a job interview so I hopped on the train, drove 4 stations, hopped off to get on the bus, and waited 40 minutes for said bus which never came, the bus only comes once per hour. So I called the boss to ask if I should come late or reschedule, and he said to reschedule. So I wanna hop back onto the train and WHAT A COINCIDENCE the train doesn't come for another 50 minutes because of some unforeseen incident at the main train station. So I paid 10 bucks for a train ticket to wait 1h30m in the cold just to drive a few stations back and forth! But of course, the train never SAYS it is 50 minutes late. It says "20 minutes" then counts down til it says "train incoming" and immediately goes back to "20 minutes". So it's not like I could have gone and sat in some cafΓ© while waiting or go eat a pizza because the train station keeps telling you the train could come any minute between 'now' and 'never'. I wasted 10 bucks on this bs.)
@Mistress Dizzy I don't feel comfortable dropping below 16.
@CollectorOfMyst I mean basically everything. Perhaps minus any tiny neccessities or flavour items such as trophies, soap, or clothes. But anything useful in the wilderness (mechanically) such as crowbar, rope, thieves tools, rations, etc.
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